自己的咎由自取，
换来了我承受不了的失望感..
真的觉得自己像个笨蛋..
是我自找的..
我不敢再期待了..
只因为我不够勇敢吧..

对不起ahsay.

hai.. 一切都不顺..
但他让我感觉到一丝希望.. 我为我心痛.. 也看到你这么多年的煎熬.. 为你心痛，也很佩服你..
一段感情要去培养是如此的艰难..
感情路一点都不好走..
我体会到了..
我看不到前面的路，但还是会坚持..

老豆加油ba.. though you said you gave up. but i know you are not going to..
i hope things will get better for both of us..
i need to help myself. look at the bright side.
雨后就会有彩虹吧..
ah say.. 笑一笑啦！

my Oldschool song z bringing back bits and pieces of memories.

a moment to treasure.

"moments"
If i die tonight,
I'd go with no regrets,
If it's in your arms,
I know that i was blessed,
And if your eyes,
are the last thing that i see,
Then i know the beauty heaven holds for me,
But if i make it through,
If i live to see the day,
If i'm with you,
I'll know just what to say,
the truth be told,
Girl, you take my breath away,every minute, every hour, every day,
Cause every moment,
we share together,
is even better,
than the moment before,
If every day was,
as good as today was,
then i can't wait until tomorrow comes,
A moment in time,
is all that's given you and me,
A moment in time,
and it's something you should seize,
So i won't make,(i won't make)the mistake of letting go,
Everyday you're here,
i'm gonna let you know,
That every moment,
we share together,
is even better,
than the moment before,
If every day was,
as good as today was,
then i can't wait until tomorrow comes,
Each morning that i get up, (each morning i'll wait),
I love you more than ever,(i love you more)
So girl i'll never, go away, never stray,
So every moment,
we share together,
is even better,
than the moment before,
If every day was,
as good as today was,
then i can't wait until tomorrow comes,
Every moment,
we share together,
is even better,
than the moment before,
If every day was,
as good as today was,
then i can't wait until tomorrow comes,
I love, love, love the moments, (oh yeah)
Moments we share together,
I love, love, love the moments,(oh yeah)
I pray they'd last forever,
I love, love, love the moments, (oh yeah)
Moments we share together,
I love, love, love the moments, (oh yeah)
I pray they'd last forever now..........