ah!!!!!!! i wan an extended break..=(
so many things still left undone..my buttons!!my phones!
someone pls inspire me..
i will be dead when skool reopens..
this time round guess will be even tougher..
i'm not prepared for the battle..how??
ah say ah ah say..*shakehead*
i just finish one of my sketching..still got one more to go..
i still dono how to draw shadow..and that freaky chi-na teacher z not teaching at all!!!everytime go there start drawing..wad a nice job to earn big money..haiZ..when can i learn something?ah here you go..now you can see tt i'm not learning..and it takes me one whole day to draw it..it's a2 size per piece..how many more can i tahan with this limited skills i have..mr chan isn't like that!hahaa..i think of him every now and then..lol


hmm here's something to share..
911 memorial at staten island..the "postcards"


Masayuki Sono's Poetic Proposal.. got time feel free to read..i'm touched by this..wad a great memorial..

http://www.wirednewyork.com/forum/showthread.php?t=4726

*i'm lost in my own world..stop the time*

it's like pulling through a heavy stone all the way from mon till today..
everyday 5 hrs of sleep..
morph..buttons..crazy..
had studio from 9 to 7 today..2 presentations..
can't express wad i feel in words..this z bad..
trying though..think things will get better on the way..
finally got one night break after studio today..but i'm still here instead of sleeping..
why?dono..hahaa
gave us another ex to work on again..two more proj to be done..
next week..will it be my "hoiday"?
taxing..arghZzz..

*zying..uni not easy to survive..but hang on!!
don give up ba..though i noe you feeling lost especially without anyone's help..
dono how i can help..wo zhi neng gei ni jing shen shang de zi chi..=D
try asking for help from others in yr class?

hmm today i felt normal again..
went back to ulu pandan..
actually to escape from this world for a few a hrs..
i smiled and laughed..=D
realised i missed my life tt much..wad happen??
sacrificing a lot which brings me somewhere far..

morph ah say into thin air!!

yeah i went jogging today!after breathing in blue foams..
wad an unhealthy life i'm having now..
breathin in foams..lack of sleep..thinking more than 12 hrs a day..staring at com whole day..bla bla..
suppose to create 10 phone models with blue foam by thurs..
no time!i'm struggling..
arghzz
have learnt to take things easy though..if not i will turn crazy..
things just don stop coming in..
b4 one finishes the other z given..
NOTHING Z IMPOSSIBLE!
but it is rather hard to make things possible with such stamina tt it requires..
trying and trying though i'm not doing perfect work..
fianlly a pig realise sleeping z such a waste of time..
is this bad?

*~*yuting's quote:wad a life we are having now..lol*~*

i'm soo lost.
losin my direction.



rain fallin in my heart.
sleep deprivation.

*heavy footprints*